I truly do not like to make "New Year's Resolutions." The concept of stating that in 2015 I will ... I don't know ... and it doesn't matter. It is simply not realistic to try to foresee, or try to force the direction of a year when events change daily ... hourly.
|Love my food photography|
All I can ask is that I do the best I can with what I have.
Is that a resolution? ... Maybe.
Am I disappointed in 2014? ... Yes ... ... and no.
I haven't looked back at what I've written, so I base my conclusions on what I remember. Like I have said many times, what I remember is based a lot on what mood I'm in ... what has been happening at work ... at home ... how I feel.
Somewhere in the year I became entirely comfortable as Tiffanie. I don't know when it happened, but it did ... and I never want to go back to where I was.
2014 had me lose a lot, if not all my motivation to exercise. I did not try to train for a marathon ... I did not really try to walk or exercise.
This past year I emerged from a horribly deep depressive mode ... at least I got my head above the water and don't feel like I am drowning any more.
|My beautiful Pam is|
so very sweet and talented
She made this for me
I've been able to focus on better and more efficient work habits, but I spend less time in the office so the evidence is not what I wanted.
|The last pic of|
me in 2014
I dealt with a lot of turmoil.
I survived the turmoil and learned I am stronger than I thought.
Sure a lot of things could have been better ... and many things could have been worse. I will never know ... I don't need to know.
2015 is here, or at least very close. It is sure to be filled with surprises.